Imagine..

Imagine how it is to dedicate your life to someone special. A whole lot of special people. Spending hours waiting, watching, screaming, singing, talking, laughing, living.. Just to get noticed a bit. (This is written in a hurry, sorry.) And you don't. You don't get that special, "Hey, thanks for coming" or "Great to see you" or just "Hey".. Even though you try so hard to get accepted. And it doesn't help that other people is getting the kind of attention that you want yourself.. It's really hard sometimes.. :(

Just to speak of something else.. I'M IN LOVE! Hah.. Or? Guess not XD Anyway.. This week I am, to have something to do. I'm in an other school for a week, don't know how to explain it really.. It's 'cause we're going out of school next year of whatever.. Anyway.. There's this cute boy, I don't hope he has buzznet XD, he's really not that.. Hot, or whatever.. But he's just.. Cute.. He's kinda emo, he could look like that, he's listening to music all the time, anyway he has headphones (is that what it's called!?) on all the time, so I guess he is.. He uses eyeliner or eyeshadow or something, and has emo-like hair, it's just not straightened (spelled?), I actually thought he was a girl in the beginning XD Wuops? But I don't know what it is about him.. He's just really.. Cute.. *sigh* XD.. Haha. + He's a bit chubby, A BIT! Not much! XD And he smokes.. (Okay, bad thing.. xp) Haha! Sounds like I'm spying on him.. I'm not! By the way.. *HOST!* No, I'm not.. I am not!.. Okay, shut up..

Haha, but.. I'm alone at the school, so I don't have much to do.. So at lunchtime (which was 15 minutes ago) I wrote to my friend (sms) that the cute boy wasn't here today, so I couldn't look at him. And then I was on my way to the classroom, when I saw that he had been sitting behind me all the time! OMG XD Haha.. 1 - I felt stupid! 2 - I'm obsessed! 3 - I got scared mann! XD..

Gotta go.. (: