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I'm actually not starting up on buzznet again...

I just wanted to recommend a band .... I know, I've mentioned them like a hundred times on here... But that doesn't change det fact, that they're fucking fantastic ...

Nephew. Nephew. Nephew. Nephew.... Their new record came out Friday, and it's been the only thing in my cd-player ever since... I adore their music! Please check them out, if you like electronic/rock .. I really can't describe their music... But they're just amazing..

www.nephew.dk

www.myspace.com/nephunited

 

So.. Actually just wanted to say, that I'mn away all week, and not able not log on here.. But anyway I haven't been that much online here (busy with school and stuuuuuufff!! T, T) .. So.. Anyway.. I have to pack and.. Stuff, so.. See yoouuu..

Don't know why I'm posting this entry really. Can't really write what I'm feeling. But it's one of the first times I think I can call myself emo. Not that I wanna be like an emo, besides the clothes, I'm just in a bad mood at the time. Can't describe it, don't know why I'm trying. It doesn't matter anyway. Who'll ever read this anyway? Not that it matters, 'cause no one will ever get what this entry is about.. Sigh.

Imagine how it is to dedicate your life to someone special. A whole lot of special people. Spending hours waiting, watching, screaming, singing, talking, laughing, living.. Just to get noticed a bit. (This is written in a hurry, sorry.) And you don't. You don't get that special, "Hey, thanks for coming" or "Great to see you" or just "Hey".. Even though you try so hard to get accepted. And it doesn't help that other people is getting the kind of attention that you want yourself.. It's really hard sometimes.. :(

Just to speak of something else.. I'M IN LOVE! Hah.. Or? Guess not XD Anyway.. This week I am, to have something to do. I'm in an other school for a week, don't know how to explain it really.. It's 'cause we're going out of school next year of whatever.. Anyway.. There's this cute boy, I don't hope he has buzznet XD, he's really not that.. Hot, or whatever.. But he's just.. Cute.. He's kinda emo, he could look like that, he's listening to music all the time, anyway he has headphones (is that what it's called!?) on all the time, so I guess he is.. He uses eyeliner or eyeshadow or something, and has emo-like hair, it's just not straightened (spelled?), I actually thought he was a girl in the beginning XD Wuops? But I don't know what it is about him.. He's just really.. Cute.. *sigh* XD.. Haha. + He's a bit chubby, A BIT! Not much! XD And he smokes.. (Okay, bad thing.. xp) Haha! Sounds like I'm spying on him.. I'm not! By the way.. *HOST!* No, I'm not.. I am not!.. Okay, shut up..

Haha, but.. I'm alone at the school, so I don't have much to do.. So at lunchtime (which was 15 minutes ago) I wrote to my friend (sms) that the cute boy wasn't here today, so I couldn't look at him. And then I was on my way to the classroom, when I saw that he had been sitting behind me all the time! OMG XD Haha.. 1 - I felt stupid! 2 - I'm obsessed! 3 - I got scared mann! XD..

Gotta go.. (:

Well, guess you've figured out, that I hate "Umbrella" you know, that horrible song by Rihanna? Whatever. It's on mtv now, and somehow I'm still on that channel. Too lazy? But anyway. I'm kinda.. Sick? Or no, stomachace (or it's spelled) so I'm home from school today. Acctually pretty boring. T_T But I could have been to school of course, i just choosed to stay home.. So I guess it's my own fault, that I'm bored.. Even though I can't help my stomachace? Well, but it also means, that I can start my two essays.. One english, about having/don't having a brother or a sister T_T In my case, it's not having.. I'm acctually the only only-child in my class !! ö .. But hey, I feel special.. Or? XD haha.. Anyway, the other essay is in danish.. I have to write a hole lot of s**t about a book, dead-boring to write so much about a book! Seriously! The book was really great, but it's just.. Hey - You have to write about the characters, what the book's all about, about were it is, how long time it lasts (in the book), all about colors and stuff - You know, if a girl has ared dress on, you're supposed to find out, if it's because the author is trying to warn you about something or whatever.. My teacher thinks I'm pretty good at it, but I still think it's boring.. T_T Anyway.. Maybe I should get started? :/ ...

Then take a look at the lovely Jared Leto <3 ..

Hey hey..

Just wanted to tell my how bored I am. It's really much! XD haha.. And then I just figured out, that "The Factory" by Nephew, is pretty nice to sit and listen to, when you're bored.. The lyrics is pretty.. Tjah.. Weird, but.. I'm bored, so why not write it down? It's REALLY weird XD

I went down to the factory

cause I don't know where they go

a taxa blew his horn

because I was falling in the snow

My thoughts kept irritating me

but I couldn't let them show

so I went in to the factory and I said - hello hello?

 

Hello hello, hello hello, hello hello, hello, hello.

 

Everywhere I go

(Hi-Fi is the way it sounds from all the windows)

Everyday I flow

Everyday I go

(I don't know what to say)

Everyday I flow

(No, I don't know)

Everywhere I go

(Hi-fi is the way)

Everyday I flow

 

"Oh Jesus wont you help me?

Cause I feel so bad alone"

I said so and I raised my hand

to reach out for the phone

4-6-2-1-8-9-9

And I listened for the tone

a voice kept saying:

"Oh no Joe, you've become so fucking grown"

 

Hello hello, hello hello, hello hello, hello, hello

 

And it goes on and on.. XD Pretty weird lyrics, right? XD Haha.. But I really love the song. The bas is so sweet XD In danish I say it's "fesen" but I love the sound of it.. XD (Go, Kasper!!)

Well, maybe I should go to sleep?? Sleep well - Buzzers!!

 

Love ADORE you!!

Now I'm simply just trying to stay awake.. Waiting for 1 am. When Nephew will start performing on the Orange Scene on Roskilde, so I can hear it on the net-radio and wish I was there.. Then I'm gonna make some hot chokolade and keep my eyes open XD

I think I may have to go to the doctor?

My ass hurts so f***ing bad. Or? Not my ass accually.. More my.. Ehhmm? Tail bone? I don't know that it's called in english, but you know.. That bone you have, coz we for about a loooot of years ago properly had a tail? Whatever. It huuurts!!

:(

Well.. I don't know what the Monday after the confirmation in other countries is called. But if you should say it in English the way we say in Denmark you would call it "Blue Monday".. Which in England, I think, is a sad day?.. It's very confusing. But that's the way it is though. I really wanted to show you the clothes I am going to wear on the day - what should I call it? Just the Monday after the confirmation where you don't have to go to school coz' you are celebrating the confirmation XD Well.. Here's the clothes! XO

I'm really in love with this !! I think it's very cool.. And then Pete has a hoodie, which looks very much like this XD ..

I'm in love with these pants too !! XD Haha..

Okay.. I'm in love with all of my clothes XD I just don't know if I'm going to wear these pants or the other? ..

 

Well.. ? XD

I don't know what they're called in english. But I'm going to wear them with my pants.. XD

I think I'm gonna wear this.. XD

Well.. And then I just wanted to show you that I'm a little wannabe.. XD